To Carry Out My Purpose

Finally putting it on paper.

Tue, 21 May 2013 15:57:39 -0400

Finally putting it on paper.

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Sun, 19 May 2013 01:51:45 -0400

"I’d woken up early and I took a long time getting ready to exist."

Wed, 08 May 2013 18:58:40 -0400

“I’d woken up early and I took a long time getting ready to exist.”

- Fernando Pessoa (via goquest)

“I’ve accomplished everything I wanted out of life, like way...

Wed, 01 May 2013 12:13:06 -0400

“I’ve accomplished everything I wanted out of life, like way beyond my wildest dreams. Anything from here on is just icing. Seriously, if you find out that I died tomorrow, I’m fine. Don’t be sad for me, because I’m not sad. I died with a smile on my face.”

-Ryan Dunn

lovequotesrus: EVERYTHING LOVE

Tue, 30 Apr 2013 16:21:42 -0400

lovequotesrus:

EVERYTHING LOVE

Destroying what we Love...

Mon, 22 Apr 2013 00:10:49 -0400

I think it’s the idea of it or maybe it’s just the need to know that we can. You know….have complete control over those we love. But how else can we know how much they love us and care if we don’t have the power to ruin them? See I think what my intoxicated soul just realized was this: trust, that promise really is the base that keeps us safely locked in our insane forms of sanity. The thing is when we love and I mean really love, we give with everything inside the blade that has the possibility to not only ruin but kill. It’s not even the blade that’s a key to the other but instead a suicidal note for the self that we beg our companion never chooses to take. Unfortunately, more so than often he/she does and that is what ends up becoming the thing we know of as life. Pretty sick, isn’t it?

HURT

Mon, 22 Apr 2013 00:09:05 -0400

It’s hurt. That’s what makes us the way we are. Our good and bad is exemplified through all the hurt our lives put us through. No matter what we do, life is a battle we’re meant to lose, and I think with good purpose. They say that character is what we’re left with once we’ve lost everything…I agree. We spend every second of everyday wearing a layer or fifty of protection that keeps consolidated the true that another got close to reaching but ended up ruining. What isn’t realized is that the ruin was not in us but instead in the character of his/her own. It hit me today that more than so often, the hurt we feel isn’t associated with the actions we have committed ourselves but instead those of others. We carry the burdens of other people’s mistakes and hold our hearts accountable. So our hurt really is the pain of someone else. The only way we’ve ever known how to decipher the good from the bad, the great from the horrible is through the roller coaster of emotions we experience on a daily basis. The hurt we feel makes us into who we are. It takes real, great, beautiful pain to lose everything that leaves you with nothing but just character. We spend so much time trying to appreciate the moments we feel good, and not enough, if any, being thankful for the ones that made us understand what good really is. If you think about it, we’re always thanking the wrong people and for the wrong things. I’d think it was a shameful thing if I didn’t say that the walls the world created for you weren’t the most beautiful layers of pain I’d ever say I was going to knock away.

#love

Sun, 21 Apr 2013 11:39:00 -0400

#love

🙈🙊🙉😏😏 #oops

Mon, 15 Apr 2013 10:47:10 -0400

🙈🙊🙉😏😏 #oops

"I want to believe that my words count for something, anything really. It’s like we go through..."

Sun, 14 Apr 2013 02:37:28 -0400

“I want to believe that my words count for something, anything really. It’s like we go through all these events that are either amazing, perfect, and great, or miserable, sad, and horrible, and we keep telling ourselves that it’s for a reason…some reason. And the twist of it all lies in the fact that the reason isn’t supposed to be known. Because for that reason to be known means the reason wasn’t even a reason at all.”

lovequotesrus: EVERYTHING LOVE

Wed, 10 Apr 2013 23:29:41 -0400

lovequotesrus:

EVERYTHING LOVE

lovequotesrus: EVERYTHING LOVE

Wed, 10 Apr 2013 23:19:11 -0400

lovequotesrus:

EVERYTHING LOVE

Falling in Love with Brooklyn One More Time...

Wed, 10 Apr 2013 16:19:22 -0400

I wanted to fall in love yesterday. Not necessarily with a specific person or anything of that sort, but instead with the world, strangers, and the idea of all that. There’s this quote out there that I have used before and it goes like this: “I’m in love with people I have never met and places I’ve never seen.” I think up until yesterday I forgot how much that truly means to me. I said I wanted to fall in love. I wanted to understand what love meant again because I felt a part of me losing sight of its meaning. I don’t know why or what it is about Brooklyn but nothing has ever made me love like Brooklyn does. You would think the city was a figure of speech I used for a beauty beyond words but it really stands for nothing else but what it is, a place that bleeds love on every street corner and most of the time, without ever realizing it. I got on the train and got off three miles from where it was I wanted to be so I could board through the places I’d never see otherwise. And because of that, this is what happened..

I’ve never believed in magic as much as I do now. Not like pulling birds out of thin air or anything but the magic in the eyes of the great. There are so many amazing people in this world and I fell in love with dozens of them just yesterday. They were strangers I’ll probably never see again and they were in places I just passed through. But it was in the passing that the difference was found. It takes one glance into the soul of a stranger for you to recognize the lights they see the world with. Once you see that, you can’t help but fall for their character. I remember being on the subway at one point asking myself who I was to understand the greatness of another…how are we suppose to see the maximum of someone else when we barely see our own? I didn’t come up with an answer to that question yet. I sat on the grass in Williamsburg and I watched the water, I saw all these people who were doing nothing but just living in that one moment. It was beautiful, just beautiful. I remembered what it meant to be in love right then and there. Not even with people but with the world…with something that always gives back even when giving is something we don’t do anymore. To be in love is to forget everything and appreciate what’s right there. When you can see what’s literally right in front of you, you feel this sense of gratitude that can’t exist otherwise. The past doesn’t exist anymore and the future isn’t a worry, it’s just now. I realized yesterday that it’s always supposed to be now with a touch of the past and a hint of the future. Not the past and the future with a hint of now. I think when we can understand that, we have all we can need…it sounds so simple but really it’s not. You can learn all of this from the world everyday you allow it but once you take it into play with a world more exclusive than ours and put it into your own personal one, well….you need hope. Hope that what can exist as a part of 7 billion can be true in the realm of only two. It can you know, be true but only if you let it…you can make anything happen if you let it. The keywords, of course, are if you let it.

I believe in good weather. I believe in feeling the wind. And I...

Tue, 09 Apr 2013 15:28:13 -0400

I believe in good weather. I believe in feeling the wind. And I believe in getting lost in places all alone with just the world with me.

Falling in love with #brooklyn all over again. (at East River...

Tue, 09 Apr 2013 15:28:03 -0400

Falling in love with #brooklyn all over again. (at East River State Park)

lovequotesrus: EVERYTHING LOVE

Tue, 09 Apr 2013 00:23:05 -0400

lovequotesrus:

EVERYTHING LOVE

It's the unknown.

Mon, 08 Apr 2013 23:44:00 -0400

yes and no. When is anyone in this world truly ready to love? Ready to do anything that is worth doing? What we do best is run from the things we need, the things worth doing because it is so much easier to run from living dreams than it is to actually live them. Love does not come around at a convenience to any, it is not premeditated, it just is. So when it comes, it should hit harder than a storm because the beauty of everything is hidden beneath the darkness.

Rambling Mind

Mon, 08 Apr 2013 23:02:00 -0400

So many parts of me still defend you. I’m not angry, bitter, or spiteful. I still love you. I guess that’s how I know I really did. After every wound you left on my soul, I still see only your light. I can’t not. I want to save you, Warn you from danger, and protect your heart but then I remember that you chose to walk away from love. I want to show you love saves people but I can’t because you never believed love was enough. You can’t see the lights of this world if you’re too busy living in the lights of another.

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Sun, 07 Apr 2013 09:12:34 -0400

Cause I’m on top of the world 🙈🙈

Sat, 06 Apr 2013 18:53:52 -0400

Cause I’m on top of the world 🙈🙈